late regrets and late papers
Thursday, November 13, 2008
damned tired...the journmates have just left. im actually feeling a bit guilty for the fact that i made them walk about half a kilometer. (im not efficient in assuming distances. let's just say that it was about half a kilometer)but, it's just a bit of guilt. i didnt think that it was that far...i still dont think that it is far. haha!anyway, today was another of our major cramming modes in journalism.the owner of the printing press gave us a deadline.TODAY.so, well, basically, we had to rush the paper...the lack of photos counterweighed our already-done articles... hmm... and the cause of the blame would be... uh, i'd rather keep quiet about that. lol.GO ALMEDA!!!!it was a sight to behold when the entire class joined hands to gather whatever recyclable trash was in sight. imagine, people have brought bikes, tvs, monitors, fans, even WASHING MACHINES!!we've had no classes for almost the entire day...what a lucky break! for me, that is.i mean, they were teasing me about the appearance of a blue moon tonight since i was at school! a wondrous feat, if you might ask anyone...then, imagine the coincidence that we've had no classes during this so-called once in a blue moon day. haha...so, tomorrow, i wont be at school again. we're going to have our training in parlia. as usual. well, it's fun. and although it may seem that parlia is my new school, i can undoubtedly say that i love parlia. im not saying that i dont love school.it's just that school is multifaceted. it has facets that i dont like. parlia, on the other hand, is everything that i like. (except for the recitation torture and the brain-leaking exams)someone asked me, "if ever you can have an elective of either debate or short story writing, which will you choose?"hmm... debate or short story writing?crap. that was difficult.it was like my journmates' question for me when we thought that parlia and RSSPC schedules would clash...i wouldnt want to choose. i would want both. but their question clearly stated that i cant have both.oral communication or written communication??now, im really thinking if i committed a huge mistake when i wrote "chemical engineering" in my college admission papers.chemistry is fun. i can do chem.but, the word engineering is quite synonymous to the word math...and, admittedly, math can be my weakest point...and if i would take up a course with such a high possibility of encountering my weakest point, then it would be very risky...now im thinking, maybe i ought to change my course...haha.. im not in college yet but im thinking of it. it is my future anyways... i ought to think of it.im tired. not dead tired though since that is yet to come (i know that it will come)it just feels as if im doing more than what i ought to do.in parlia, one of my favorite starting premises was "dont bite what you cant chew"im biting and biting... not even chewing in the process... swallowing and biting and swallowing and biting.. almost suffocating in the act of swallowing without chewing.haha... great.too late.this is what some people ought to know.there are things that you cant just compensate for.one cannot hit the undo button.there is no delete in real life.there are circumstances when there is nothing more to do but to accept the fact that you failed to realize your mistakes when you could have fixed them.you could have fixed them but you refrained from doing so.then, at the end of the day, you would come to the realization that you could have done something.but, reality bites.and it bites hard.too late...
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