debate, spontaneity, and crap
Friday, August 15, 2008
Don't worry about opposition. Remember, a kite rises against the wind, not with the wind.what can i say?let's see...ncae preparation. 4 days. pretest, then 2 days review, then posttest.it was a crappy system though.i mean, the exams for the pretest were also the exams for the posttest. then, as if they were really trying to demonstrate something not quite good, we had a two-day review of the answers to the pretests!!!what is it that they were trying to evaluate anyway?our memorization skills?!?i remember something that i read... it said something along the lines of boredom being mankind's greatest sin or something like that.well, im freakin' bored.not actually RIGHT NOW.im just generally bored. and i hate feeling that way. that's why i want to be in college right now. it might be harder and more complicated than highschool life but at least it will be something different. at least, it will be a change... a twist."...in movement there is life, and in change there is power..."i cant really recall who said that famous quote. but i surely love that quote. it basically summarizes how i feel about changes.i like debates. and it shows.it's just that it's hard to find someone to whom you can talk. ive met several people who can hold their grounds with me. and they're actually not quite that "accessible" to me right now.great minds talk about ideas, average minds talk about places, poor minds talk about people.well, let's just say thay there are HEAPS of poor minds going around here...i want good debate partners. well, i do have good debate partners but like what i said, they're not accessible.i have lots of fears. and being bored to death is one of those.7 more months to go and i'll finally be a college student...damn. i must be so eager that im actually counting off the months!i just want a twist in my life. just like my exchange year. i dont like routine. i want spontaneity.XOXO
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