growing roots
Friday, September 14, 2007
hmm...i`m missing everyone back in the philippines...it is really good to be here but still, can`t help but miss my own country...the only real thing that makes this quite difficult is the great LANGUAGE BARRIER.freaking hell... most of the times, i can`t even understand what they`re talking about.now, i`m sooooooooooooo anxious about going to school because the professors will speak in spanish and my classmates will speak in spanish so how will i be able to understand them?c`mon... how will i do good in physics and chemistry and mathematics and history and geography and the such...???shux....they told me that i don`t really have to do that good in school here because i am an exchange student and no one will blame me for having bad grades because i `don`t speak their language...but i am expected to have some progress.of course.but still, i don`t want to have bad grades just because it didn`t understand that i should calculate for the area of figure A and not the surface area of figure B...if it`s in english, i wouldn`t have any problem at all...btw, the grading system here is from 1 to 10 with 10 as the highest...oh shux... i`m going to get somewhere above 5... or else i will be so depressed...no one will blame me for having bad grades because that can`t be helped since i don`t speak spanish...no one will blame me but i will blame myself. of course.imagine having physics in spanish..if only every discussion is written, i won`t have lots of problems.. but NO. discussions are spoken.naturally.so... i have to prepare myself for some seriously looooooooooow grades.i recall something that was sent to my email.whenever you are struggling, you are just actually growing roots to make you stronger.btw, there are lots of cute boys here... and my host sisters told me that i will see more when i go to school.okay.**giggles**nice... right propphi??there`s just one wish that i have at this moment.it`s a wish that the ten-month stay in argentina will pass by quickly...why?because time passes by so fast when you`re having fun.i remember that pablo (afs argentina) told me that my stay here will have its ups and downs...for now, i`m not yet having lots of downs... just missing my family and friends in the philippines, having difficulty in communicating, and being so nervous but that`s all.of course, life is not supposed to be easy.will you enjoy reading a book that`s got only happy moments in its story?will you enjoy watching a movie without any antagonists in it?will you enjoy an anime with only humor and nothing else?even the most humorous story in the world has got some plot in it.a story with no plot is a story without direction.just totally worthless.trash.do you want a life like that?no.so live with all those little twists in the plots of your life story.till here then. CHAO...over and out.
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