itami
Monday, August 20, 2007
itami.
that's the japanese of pain.what if you can't feel pain? let's just say that what if the part of your brain that receives and interprets pain is shut off?that way, you won't feel pain anymore...but they say that pain connects us with reality.does that mean that without pain, we are not real?without pain, without reality?i heard this line from an anime, "...i must not react to pain. just grit my teeth and get used to it..."
if pain connects us with reality, then does that mean that we have to get used to the pain because we suffer from it everyday?pain.since the day we were born, we feel pain, right?that's why. in my opinion, we really have to get used to it whether we like it or not.because, whether we like it or not, pain will come.okay... kakatapos ko lang nung last episode ng "loveless"12 episodes lang pala.. ang ikli. bitin...pero sabagay, xmpre kailangang humabol nung manga version nun. so kailangang i-halt muna ang production sa anime..hmm..isa lng ang msasabi ko: WEIRD.sa episode 11, tumawa lng ako ng tumawa...sa episode 12, hala... tearjerking yung episode.para bang kung masaya ka tapos gusto mong maging malungkot kht konti lng. watch episode 12 of loveless anime.hehehe...kasi ang real master ni soubi ay si seimei. pero hindi talaga. pero xmpre hindi pa yan pinapakita sa anime.. sa manga pa lang ata e..eh since namatay nga "daw" si seimei, ung "last will and testament" niya nagsasabi na iniiwan nya si soubi sa kapatid nyang si ritsuka...tinanong ni ritsuka si soubi sa last episode nung anime."if seimei were alive and he ordered you to kill me, will you do it?"silence.tapos bglang sbi ni soubi, "probably."shux.what an answer...ansakit nun a..pero bgo nkatakbo si ritsuka palayo, nahawakan xa ni soubi tpos sbi ni soubi.."if that happens, i will die first."oh-kay...hehe... yan ung last minute nung episode.pero ung buong episode 12 kasi angst ang theme...para bang may malaking problema sa buhay yung gumawa nung anime nitong panahong ito tpos bnuhos nya dun sa episode na gnawa nya...sometimes, i become philosophical...i also enjoy logical conversations...hmm... i dunno.hndi lang actually "sometimes" yan e.. madalas ang mga thoughts ko paikot-ikot sa mga philosophical ang psychological stuff...pero minsan ko lng sinasabi out loud ung mga thoughts na yan.kadalasan, sa diary ko yan nilalagay.pati sa online journal. sa blog.bihira kasi akong makahanap ng taong nakakajive ko pag nagiging philosophical at psychological ako e...yung iba titignan ka na para bng ang nerd mo.yung iba nman, skeptical pa na para bang gsto nilang sbhin sayo "iniisip mo yan? grabe naman. ang deeeeep..."
meron din namang mga makikinig sayo pero hindi ka nman tlga iniintindi.nakakainis ung gnun. i mean, kung hindi mo lng din iintindihin ung sinasabi nung kausap mo, wag mo n lng xa pakinggan.o kaya wag mo namang mxadong ipahalata na hndi ka pla tlga nakikinig ng mtino dba?wala nmang specific person or people pero meron tlgang mga taong gnyan, dba?halata mxado na fake lang na nakikinig...sus.hindi man lang mag-acting ng maayos.don't get me wrong. hindi ibig sabihin na hindi ako marunong magpakabaliw.lahat ng tao merong mga "moments of craziness"it's just that i also enjoy logical conversations...yung mga usapan na gagamitin mo ung brain mo.sa class namin, madalas magrereact ung mga tao ng "NOSEBLEEEEEED!!"okay lng un.biruan ung e.. sus naman.kht ako ngkcomment ng gnun e.pero, minsan kasi, gusto na nung kausap mo na makinig ka sknya ng hindi ngnnosebleed effect.. =Dmahirap maghanap ng taong makakasabay mo sa mga usapang ganyan.hindi geek yung taong yun. hindi din nerd.hindi naman ako geek or nerd a...mahirap lng tlga maghnap ng taong nag-eenjoy din sa mga usapan na may logic, philosophy or psychology...i don't mean na pag-usapan ung psychology as in ung branch of medicine na un a... hndi ko din sinasabing magmath kayo dyn...i mean, ang hirap maghanap ng taong kayang makipagsabayan sa flow mo.gets?
sa death note.uber bored na si yagami light dun dba? kya xa nag-enjoy mxado sa deathnote..si L nman, bored to death din. kya nag-enjoy xa s kaso ni kira..nung finally, nagmeet cla.. sabi ni L dun [hndi ito exact words]"finally, i've met someone whom i can make a real conversation."ayan. yan ung gist nung sinabi ni L dun...kasi nga magkamatch cla e.. same level of wit and intellect.super kht anong pag-usapan nla, nakakarelate cla preho.tsk.. sayang, they were enemies because of their beliefs...hirap atang makahanap ng taong nakakamatch mo a..sa ngayon kasi, mejo anim pa lang ata ung nakausap ko na regarding my "thoughts"...katherine anne li fernando. malamang. hehe... kht anong pg-usapan carry nmin. bsta kming dlawa lng ung mkakadinig. dba?bryan corneby. my open-minded dear mister soon-to-be lawyer... hehehe...charissa mae lim. gradeschool bestfriend ko.miguel rico subosa. msayang kadebate ito pag philosophy ang topic.mary roseann ramirez. isa pa itong kajive ko pag pinapagana ang imagination.nikko de leon. functions pti limits ginawang metaphor sa idealism...ayan. kht dito sa bahay wala akong karelate...imagine, i'm 16 years old and yet, six people pa lang ung nakilala kong nagawa kong makipag-usap philosophically...?oo anjan cla mitzy at mark at everyone... nakausap ko na din clang lahat ng mga secrets ko...pero kasi, secrets are different from philosophical thoughts.kay mitz, ngagawa kong magsabi ng opinions ko din. psychological opinions. kanina lang, nagsabi ako sknya. about sa weakness ng tao...ang ibig kong sabihin na mahirap hanapin ay yung taong hindi lang ikaw ung magsasalita...ung pati sya magsasalita din.at magkakarelate kayong dalawa.yun.parang L at Light... hehe.."...unless i am changed, i will not know what that word means..."
the quote above?la lng yan.ung other half ng PropPhi lng ung familiar dyn. dba? hehe...may natutunan pla ako sa kapapanood ng anime.
if you feel that you're life is all messed up and you just want to ingest twenty sleeping pills plus a swig of whiskey to give up your life, just think of all the anime that you've seen...
maiisip mo bgla, sila nga hindi nag-give up eh mas malala nga yung "mess"ng buhay nila...
ayun lng.
lahat naman kasi ng bagay dito sa mundo may matututuhan ka...
it all depends on you na lang kung gusto mong buksan yang mata mo para makita mo kng ano ung mga lessons na un...
at nsa sayo nlng din kng bbuksan mo ung utak mo pra intindihin un..
life is a book wherein the main character is also the writer. para bng autobiography.xmpre may drama... may comedy.. may suspense.. thriller.. romance... lagyan mo pa ng horror... o cge pti harem... or reversed harem...lahat nang genre ilagay mo.ikaw naman ung writer nyan e...bsta, isa lng ung tip ko.write it well such that after you've finished it and you decided to read it, you're going to say, "wow... ang ganda naman nung sinulat ko!"pde ding isiping isang manga [japanese comic] ung buhay...kht anong genre... paghaluin mo para mas maganda.bsta dpat in the end, pag tapos mo na ung manga na ginawa mo...msasabi mong "grabe. sisikat itong manga na ito!"never hesitate to take risks.mas magandang maranasan mo ung "pain" dahil sa risks... at least, may chance ka ding maranasan ang "happiness"... dba?mas mabuti na un kaysa pagtanda mo sasabihin mo, "sayang... what if.."never hesitate to take risks.tpos. never regret.pag nagawa mo na, wag mo nang pagsisihan.because once in your life, what you did was exactly what you wanted.never hesitate to risk. and never regret.that way, you can say that you are living your life to the fullest.papasok pa ako bukas sa school.kaya, maaga akong matutulog. [maaga? o umaga?]anyway, till here!OVER AND OUT.[military radio codes?]
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[+] full-time UP Diliman BS Chemical Engineering student
[+] 50% Filipina (by citizenship) 50% Chinese (by blood)
[+] true-blue argentine kiddo
[+] bookworm
[+] mangaddicted
[+] trilingual (filipino, english, spanish)
[+] aspiring writer
[+] appreciates learning and beauty
[+] dreamer
[+] traveller at heart
[+] linguist wanna-be (at least 5 languages!)
[+] looks at the world through multicolored glasses
esteemed authors
in order as dictated by my memory
+ neil gaiman
+ michael crichton
+ sidney sheldon
+ stephen king
+ jeffery deaver
+ caleb carr
+ kathy reisch
+ christopher pike
+ chuck palahniuk
+ clive staples lewis
+ john katzenbach
+ john ronald reuel tolkien
+ anne rice
+ peter beere
+ heather graham
+ richie tankersley cusick
+ ian fleming
+ chris wooding
+ patricia cornwell
+ mary higgins clark
+ stephen coonts
+ vladimir nabokov
+ agatha christie
+ robert lawrence stine
+ dean koontz
+ john grisham
+ jonathan kellerman
+ paulo coehlo
+ roald dahl
+ lewis carroll
+ sir james matthew barrie
+ frank baum
+ mark twain
+ michael connelly
+ arthur conan doyle
+ edgar allan poe
+ piers anthony
+ clive barker
+ tamora pierce
+ mary wollstonecraft shelley
+ bram stoker
+ dan brown
+ edith wharton
+ sue grafton
+ william blatty
anime/manga
as far as i can recall, these are the animes/mangas that i've read and/or watched.
currently still incomplete. blame my memory.
[] one piece
[] battle royale
[] get backers
[] death note
[] bleach
[] ouran highschool host club
[] gatekeepers
[] blood +
[] black cat
[] fushigi yuugi
[] ayashi no ceres
[] full metal panic
[] full metal alchemist
[] fruits basket
[] flame of recca
[] spiral
[] shuffle!
[] slamdunk
[] tactics
[] fate stay night
[] ultra maniac
[] tsubasa chronicle
[] evangelion
[] elfen lied
[] escaflowne
[] ghost hunt
[] elemental gelade
[] detective conan
[] darker than black
[] DNangel
[] gakuen alice
[] gakuen heaven
[] chobits
[] gundam seed/wing/destiny
[] gunslinger girl
[] dot hack SIGN
[] dot hack legend of the twilight
[] harukanaru toki no naka de
[] hayate no gotoku
[] hunter x hunter
[] inuyasha
[] kyou kara maou
[] hana yori dango
[] hanazakari no kimitachi e
[] zombie-loan
[] vampire knight
[] loveless
[] yuyu hakusho
[] you're under arrest
[] yami no matsuei
[] wolf's rain
[] xxxholic
[] weiss kreuz
[] naruto
[] prince of tennis
[] rosario + vampire
[] saiyuki
[] pretear
[] shaman king
[] special A
[] B.O.D.Y.
[] koukou debut
[] kimi wa petto
[] boku ni natta watashi
[] codebreaker
[] lost+brain
[] doubt
[] eternal sabbath
[] luck stealer
[] number
[] liar game
[] kyou koi wo hajimemasu
[] deadman wonderland
[] mirai nikki [future diary]
[] saboten no himitsu
[] koizora
[] majin tantei nougami neuro
[] 07ghost
[] camelot garden
[] blank slate
[] beast master
[] pandora hearts
[] [switch]
[] kuroshitsuji
[] d.gray-man
[] wild ones
[] trinity blood
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