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true love waits...

Friday, April 6, 2007

if you really love someone, wouldn't you wait for her?
if you really love someone, wouldn't you do anything for her?
damn.
some guys say that they are serious about a particular girl...
but then, they will say that they can't wait.
what the hell...
why do some guys want to have what they want right now with little effort???
no pain, no gain..
and it's not as if the girl wants to torture him by making him wait...
there are reasons for everything.
okay, fine.
nakaranas ka ng sakit...
iniwan ka ng mahal mo after mo maghintay ng matagal...
so what?
does that make every single girl in the whole world similar to that girl who left you?
does that make it so frightening to love again?
okay, cge... nakakatakot nga.
pero, dahil dun s pangyayaring yun, magiging mas matatag ka..
hindi mo man napapansin, nagiging mas matibay ka..
pain is needed for people to grow.
oo nga, hindi maganda ang pain...
kahit kelan, hindi naging maganda sa pakiramdam ang pain...
pero kahit ganun man...
yang pain na yan...
yan ang nagpapalakas sa tao.
kelan b ngyaring napatatag ng happiness ang isang tao??
hindi e..
pain un.
sadness.
grief.
those negative emotions that one can feel...
if used properly, will be able to strengthen a human soul.
kanya-kanyang perspective lang yan.
the pain that didn't kill you will make you stronger.
iniwan ka ng mahal mo...
may ginawa ka ba para hindi k nia iwan..???
kung wala, manahimik k na lang dhil may kasalanan ka din s ngyari.
wala kang ginawa.
kung meron, manahimik ka n lang din.
nangyari na yun, wala ka ng magagawa pa.
pero at least, pwde mong sabihin na hindi ikaw ung tanga para pakawalan xa ng walang ginagawa.
masasabi mong siya ung tanga dahil umalis siya.
pero kahit alin man dian, ngyari na yun...
umalis siya.
pero kahit kelan, wag mong ssbihing iniwan ka niya.
dahil hindi ka naiwan.
sa paghihiwalay, walang nangiwan at walang naiwan.
naghiwalay.
gets?
ang ibang tao, pag nasaktan.. natatakot nang magmahal uli...
what the hell...
puro "what if"...
what if nasaktan ulit ako?
what if iniwan ulit ako?
what if? what if? what if....
you don't keep on asking "what if" because you won't know till you try.
and you won't be able to try unless you're not afraid to do so.
if you keep on being afraid, what would happen to you..?
life is unpredictable.
life is a game.
and in this game, one should play wisely.
and have fun while dong so.
we only have one shot in this game...
one chance.
that's why you have to make the most of it.
how would you be able to play wisely and have fun if you're afraid to play?
i'm not saying that people should not be afraid.
fear is inevitable.
it is programmed in our brains.
but the thing is that, you don't have to wallow in fear all the time.
okay the, be afraid for a second or a minute.
then, go ahead.
live your life.
push those fears into the back of your brain.
you are the master of your destiny.
you have the control of your mind and body.
fear is a state of the mind.
ONLY a state of mind.
a pitch black room: fear for the unknown... or fear of darkness...
lost in a forest: fear again....
gunpoint: fear of dying...
okay fine.
fear of those things.
it's not as if fear is illegal.
but, if you simply let fear overcome you..
how would you get out of the pitch black room or the forest?
how would you try to get yourself away from the man who's holding you at gunpoint?
fear is disabling.
that is why it is dangerous.

hmmm... papayagan kaya akong sumama kay propphi??
hehe.
nakakaadik pdin c akanishi jin...
ankyooooooooooooooot nia...

enjoy cguro mging detective.
dangerous.
pero enjoy.
isipin mo na lang pag nahuli mo ung criminal...
justice for the victim yun.
at nabawasam amg kumakalat na masasamang loob sa mundo.
lalo na pag forensic evidences ung iniinterpret mo..
mental challenge yun!
ang iba kasi, hindi pinapansin ung mga pinakaimportanteng bagay sa isng crime scene.
trace evidences.
ang napapansin nila yng mga murder weapons, ung mga malalaking nakakalat sa scene...
pero diba, kung matalino ang criminal, bkt xa mgiiwan ng pakalat-kalat na gamit dian?
isa lang meaning nun: planted evidences.
para madistract ang investigators sa totoong plan ng criminal...
or para maguluhan ang investigators sa totoong identity ng unsub... (unknown subject)
ang pinakamahalagang evidence ay ung hindi pdeng imanipulate.
trace evidences.
dirt, hair, latent prints, body fluids, skin cells...
evidences are more trustworthy than witnesses.
never trust witnesses.
yan lang yun.
ang tao, pdeng imanipulate.
ang evidence, hindi.
well... epekto ng mxadong naaadik sa forensic science...
pati na din sa vampires.
kaya lang, kahit maadik ako sa vampires, wala naman akong mahahanapan ng facts about sa kanila.
konti lang yun.
ung past vampires lang ng transylvanian court.
pero sa forensic science, madaming sources.
hmmm...
till here... till later...

JA NE!

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saccharine spice

[+] full-time UP Diliman BS Chemical Engineering student
[+] 50% Filipina (by citizenship) 50% Chinese (by blood)
[+] true-blue argentine kiddo
[+] bookworm
[+] mangaddicted
[+] trilingual (filipino, english, spanish)
[+] aspiring writer
[+] appreciates learning and beauty
[+] dreamer
[+] traveller at heart
[+] linguist wanna-be (at least 5 languages!)
[+] looks at the world through multicolored glasses

esteemed authors

in order as dictated by my memory

+ neil gaiman
+ michael crichton
+ sidney sheldon
+ stephen king
+ jeffery deaver
+ caleb carr
+ kathy reisch
+ christopher pike
+ chuck palahniuk
+ clive staples lewis
+ john katzenbach
+ john ronald reuel tolkien
+ anne rice
+ peter beere
+ heather graham
+ richie tankersley cusick
+ ian fleming
+ chris wooding
+ patricia cornwell
+ mary higgins clark
+ stephen coonts
+ vladimir nabokov
+ agatha christie
+ robert lawrence stine
+ dean koontz
+ john grisham
+ jonathan kellerman
+ paulo coehlo
+ roald dahl
+ lewis carroll
+ sir james matthew barrie
+ frank baum
+ mark twain
+ michael connelly
+ arthur conan doyle
+ edgar allan poe
+ piers anthony
+ clive barker
+ tamora pierce
+ mary wollstonecraft shelley
+ bram stoker
+ dan brown
+ edith wharton
+ sue grafton
+ william blatty

anime/manga

as far as i can recall, these are the animes/mangas that i've read and/or watched. currently still incomplete. blame my memory.

[] one piece
[] battle royale
[] get backers
[] death note
[] bleach
[] ouran highschool host club
[] gatekeepers
[] blood +
[] black cat
[] fushigi yuugi
[] ayashi no ceres
[] full metal panic
[] full metal alchemist
[] fruits basket
[] flame of recca
[] spiral
[] shuffle!
[] slamdunk
[] tactics
[] fate stay night
[] ultra maniac
[] tsubasa chronicle
[] evangelion
[] elfen lied
[] escaflowne
[] ghost hunt
[] elemental gelade
[] detective conan
[] darker than black
[] DNangel
[] gakuen alice
[] gakuen heaven
[] chobits
[] gundam seed/wing/destiny
[] gunslinger girl
[] dot hack SIGN
[] dot hack legend of the twilight
[] harukanaru toki no naka de
[] hayate no gotoku
[] hunter x hunter
[] inuyasha
[] kyou kara maou
[] hana yori dango
[] hanazakari no kimitachi e
[] zombie-loan
[] vampire knight
[] loveless
[] yuyu hakusho
[] you're under arrest
[] yami no matsuei
[] wolf's rain
[] xxxholic
[] weiss kreuz
[] naruto
[] prince of tennis
[] rosario + vampire
[] saiyuki
[] pretear
[] shaman king
[] special A
[] B.O.D.Y.
[] koukou debut
[] kimi wa petto
[] boku ni natta watashi
[] codebreaker
[] lost+brain
[] doubt
[] eternal sabbath
[] luck stealer
[] number
[] liar game
[] kyou koi wo hajimemasu
[] deadman wonderland
[] mirai nikki [future diary]
[] saboten no himitsu
[] koizora
[] majin tantei nougami neuro
[] 07ghost
[] camelot garden
[] blank slate
[] beast master
[] pandora hearts
[] [switch]
[] kuroshitsuji
[] d.gray-man
[] wild ones
[] trinity blood

nexus

propphi anne fernando