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Monday, April 9, 2007

Just a few thoughts to begin with...

"What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That's what we like to think. But that's not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again."
-- Meredith, Grey's Anatomy

"People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places. Like secret roadmaps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers."
-- Meredith, Grey's Anatomy

"In some ways, betrayal is inevitable. When our bodies betray us, surgery is often the key to recovery. When we betray each other, the path to recovery is less clear. We do whatever it takes to rebuild the trust that was lost. And then there are some wounds, some betrayals... that are so deep, so profound that there is no way to repair what was lost. And when that happens, there's nothing left to do but wait."
-- Cristina, Grey's Anatomy

"There are times when even the best of us have trouble with commitment, and we may be surprised at the commitments we're willing to let slip out of our grasp. Commitments are complicated. We may surprise ourselves by the commitments we're willing to make, true commitment, takes effort, and sacrifice. Which is why sometimes, we have to learn the hard way, to choose our commitments very carefully."
-- Meredith, Grey's Anatomy

"At any given moment, the brain has 14 billion neurons firing at a speed of 450 miles per hour. We don’t have control over most of them. When we get a chill... goose bumps. When we get excited... adrenaline. The body naturally follows it’s impulses, which I think is part of what makes it so hard for us to control ours. Of course, sometimes we have impulses we would rather not control, that we later wish we had."
-- Meredith, Grey's Anatomy

"Time waits for no man. Time heals all wounds. All any of us can wants, is more time. Time to stand up. Time to grow up. Time to let go."
-- Meredith, Grey's Anatomy

HAPPY 20TH MONTHSARY MEISHINOU!

Hmm...
someone just told my bestfriend that it would be better if she would just kill him...
he told my bestfriend that there's nothing wrong with the idea of him loving her...
okay, fine. there is nothing wrong about that idea...
there's nothing wrong about loving...
but the idea of forcing someone that was supposed to be the "one you love" into breaking her promise to her late father just so that you would feel that she's willing to do everything for you is totally wrong.
TOTALLY.
so ganun na ba yun ngayon?
sabi ng taong yun sakin, dapat daw gawin ng bestfriend ko ang lahat para sa kanya kung mahal nga siya.
nonsense.
anong patutunayan diyan eh may reserve ka nga kaagad?!!
it would be better if she would just kill you?
i don't think so.
idadamay mo pa sa kalokohan mo bestfriend ko.
and i really don't believe that you want to die...
you just think that you want to die...
and that's nonsense...
grabe pare, 4th year ka pa lang... gusto mo ng mamatay?
at 4th year ka pa lang, ganyan ka na kaadik dian s sinasabi mong "love"..???
at most, you're just 16... and the average person can live up to 80...
look at that...
wala ka pa nga sa kalahati ng average lifespan... tsk... tpos gsto mong mamatay?
tsk... you're being an epitome of pusillanimity...
coward...
how i hate cowards who don't even have the guts to stand up for what they believe in...
i hate cowards who don't even try to do something before babbling about how they won't be able to do so...
i hate cowards who blame other people for the mistakes that they've made...
i hate cowards who think that death is the best way to escape pain...
escape pain? that's it, in the end.... all you ever did is to escape...
have you tried fighting pain? have you ever tried facing it?
if your answer is no, then what is your worth?
all you want is to escape...?
sometimes, hitting the ESC button in the keyboard won't do any good to a word document that has gone wrong...
in the keyboard, you can press the backspace button if something has gone wrong...
but, in real life... one cannot do that.
you simply have to go ahead... continue... never stop...
because in life, escape and delete aren't important...
no matter how much you want to undo the mistakes that you've made or no matter how much you want to escape your problems and the pains that you can feel... you won't be able to do so.
and death wouldn't be able to give you the escape that you want to have.
because escape means freedom.
and death is not the key to freedom.

JA NE!

6:43 PM
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saccharine spice

[+] full-time UP Diliman BS Chemical Engineering student
[+] 50% Filipina (by citizenship) 50% Chinese (by blood)
[+] true-blue argentine kiddo
[+] bookworm
[+] mangaddicted
[+] trilingual (filipino, english, spanish)
[+] aspiring writer
[+] appreciates learning and beauty
[+] dreamer
[+] traveller at heart
[+] linguist wanna-be (at least 5 languages!)
[+] looks at the world through multicolored glasses

esteemed authors

in order as dictated by my memory

+ neil gaiman
+ michael crichton
+ sidney sheldon
+ stephen king
+ jeffery deaver
+ caleb carr
+ kathy reisch
+ christopher pike
+ chuck palahniuk
+ clive staples lewis
+ john katzenbach
+ john ronald reuel tolkien
+ anne rice
+ peter beere
+ heather graham
+ richie tankersley cusick
+ ian fleming
+ chris wooding
+ patricia cornwell
+ mary higgins clark
+ stephen coonts
+ vladimir nabokov
+ agatha christie
+ robert lawrence stine
+ dean koontz
+ john grisham
+ jonathan kellerman
+ paulo coehlo
+ roald dahl
+ lewis carroll
+ sir james matthew barrie
+ frank baum
+ mark twain
+ michael connelly
+ arthur conan doyle
+ edgar allan poe
+ piers anthony
+ clive barker
+ tamora pierce
+ mary wollstonecraft shelley
+ bram stoker
+ dan brown
+ edith wharton
+ sue grafton
+ william blatty

anime/manga

as far as i can recall, these are the animes/mangas that i've read and/or watched. currently still incomplete. blame my memory.

[] one piece
[] battle royale
[] get backers
[] death note
[] bleach
[] ouran highschool host club
[] gatekeepers
[] blood +
[] black cat
[] fushigi yuugi
[] ayashi no ceres
[] full metal panic
[] full metal alchemist
[] fruits basket
[] flame of recca
[] spiral
[] shuffle!
[] slamdunk
[] tactics
[] fate stay night
[] ultra maniac
[] tsubasa chronicle
[] evangelion
[] elfen lied
[] escaflowne
[] ghost hunt
[] elemental gelade
[] detective conan
[] darker than black
[] DNangel
[] gakuen alice
[] gakuen heaven
[] chobits
[] gundam seed/wing/destiny
[] gunslinger girl
[] dot hack SIGN
[] dot hack legend of the twilight
[] harukanaru toki no naka de
[] hayate no gotoku
[] hunter x hunter
[] inuyasha
[] kyou kara maou
[] hana yori dango
[] hanazakari no kimitachi e
[] zombie-loan
[] vampire knight
[] loveless
[] yuyu hakusho
[] you're under arrest
[] yami no matsuei
[] wolf's rain
[] xxxholic
[] weiss kreuz
[] naruto
[] prince of tennis
[] rosario + vampire
[] saiyuki
[] pretear
[] shaman king
[] special A
[] B.O.D.Y.
[] koukou debut
[] kimi wa petto
[] boku ni natta watashi
[] codebreaker
[] lost+brain
[] doubt
[] eternal sabbath
[] luck stealer
[] number
[] liar game
[] kyou koi wo hajimemasu
[] deadman wonderland
[] mirai nikki [future diary]
[] saboten no himitsu
[] koizora
[] majin tantei nougami neuro
[] 07ghost
[] camelot garden
[] blank slate
[] beast master
[] pandora hearts
[] [switch]
[] kuroshitsuji
[] d.gray-man
[] wild ones
[] trinity blood

nexus

propphi anne fernando