multi-faceted
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
sometimes, i wonder about myself...
there are times when i want to mingle with lots of people...
then, there are times when i want to be alone in my room, pondering my thoughts...
looking out from the window...
watching and observing the people passing by...
because, every one of those people walking on the street, eating inside a restaurant, or doing whatever it is that they are doing.. they all have stories... they all have different lives... they all have other people that they care for.. they all have something to wish for.. they all have dreams.. and by observing them, i would at least be able to assume something about them and, maybe i would be able to grasp a tiny thread of their existence...
just a tiny, tiny thread...
sometimes, i wonder about myself...
why i like to observe strangers...
when people ask me about that, i usually reply with "nag-iisip lang po para sa character development at plot ng story ko..."
and they would accept that explanation.
partly, totoo ung explanation ko...
that is, PARTLY.
pero, when i pondered on it... i realized na hindi ko din alam ang reason ko...
maybe it's because of the influence of my favorite character and his unusual habits...
maybe it's because of my fondness of the psychology of people...
maybe it's because i have this tendency to fabricate stories about those people that i watch...
i don't really have any idea about the reason behind that...
maybe someday, i would be able to know...
and maybe someday, everything will make sense...
i have this unusual (or weird..) way of thinking...
sometimes, what i do is different from what i think i should do...
sometimes, i do things that deviates from the expected...
yeah, i may be a little bit unpredictable..
just a little bit.
Most of our life is a series of images. They pass us by like towns on the highway. But sometimes, a moment stuns us as it happens. And we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image. We know that this moment... every part of it... will live on forever. - Lucas Scott, One Tree Hill
multi-faceted...?? hmm...
cheerful yet serious...
trusting yet guarded...
hmm... naalala ko tuloy yung nabasa ko...
sabi dun: sweet but cold.. like an icecream...
personality yung pinag-uusapan... i'm just wondering how one can be sweet yet cold at the same time.. isn't that ironic?? heehee... but then, i realized na pwde ngang mngyari yan...
sweet but cold...
sweet in the sense that the person is, well, sweet... as the word suggests...
cold in the sense that the person seems to be keeping something... cold as in there is something in his/her personality that he/she does not want other people to know...
ironic but true...
headlines in the yahoo frontpage says that "there are signs of water on a planet outside our solar system.."
i haven't read the entire article yet...
but, the idea of other forms of life outside our solar system is very probable...
come to think of it, the big bang theory is the most accepted theory about the beginning of the universe, right? well, the big bang theory states that the universe started with the explosion of a small amount of extremely dense matter.. (microsoft encarta dictionary)
now, is it really... erm.. appropriate... for us to believe that in that billionth of a second wherein the entire universe was created, human beings were the only intelligent species to come out?????
i mean, isn't it possible that for every galaxy, there would be at least one planet that can harbor life? and i don't exactly mean human life.... just, life in general.
okay, that was maybe a bit farfetched... just a bit.
or maybe, for every hundreds of galaxies, there is at least one planet that can sustain life...
or maybe, for every thousands of galaxies, there is one planet like the earth... or not like the earth, but can sustain life... and i don't exactly mean those thin and transparent aliens seen in the movies... maybe the extraterrestrial life that i'm talking about is somewhat "human-like"... or maybe not. depends... no one knows for sure...
but, i just can't accept that the planet earth is the only planet that has intelligent species living in it..
i mean, look at the scientific history of the world...
ptolemy said that the earth is the center of the universe and all the other heavenly bodies are merely revolving around it..
then, he was proved to be wrong.
the earth is just a mere dust in the universe compared to other gigantic planets...
the only thing that differs our planet is that here, life can exist.
it is said that we should take care of our planet because it is the only planet that can harbor life.
i don't truly believe that.
yeah, of course, we should take care of our planet because it is the only known planet that can harbor human beings..
but i don't fully believe that it is the only planet in the entire universe that has life...
the universe is immense... we don't know about other galaxies... about other planets... we don't know if there are other species living out there... we don't know...
but we don't have to close out all the possibilities.
right?
because, no one should.
what if the possibility that the earth might not be the center of the universe has been closed out?
what if the possibility that the earth might not be flat has been closed out?
now, what would happen?
don't think. don't imagine.
that would be unimaginable...
life is a series of decisions and possibilities...
we must be open-minded... but not too much...
extend your imagination.
expand your knowledge.
but, know the limit.
this may be weird for some people.
but i don't care. i should not. right?
normal is boring.
odd is cool.
besides, i don't really think that this is weird...
(of course not.. these are my thoughts, why should i think that my thoughts are weird?)
i mean to say that i don't think that this entry is weird because people talk about it. what should account as weird is if i wrote here about a certain space alien character dancing with a medieval warrior on the rooftop in Japan right? hehehe... oo na, weird na kung weird...
hehe...
again, normal is boring.
and i'm not saying that i am abnormal or psychotic...
just, unique.
heehee...
JA NE!!
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