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newton's third law
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
hainaku...
why does life has to keep on following the rules?
when you're happy... expect sadness...
when you're TOO happy... expect TOO MUCH sadness...
a great deal of sadness.
i know (and i believe) in the word BALANCE.
it is needed.
it is crucial.
but why is it that in MY life, balance seems to in chaos...
too much extremes.
i mean, when i'm really happy...
as in REALLY HAPPY..
my world gets toppled over by something that would cause me to become extreme sad...
as in EXTREMELY SAD..
i know that it is how the world works..
but..
hai...

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROWANE!

thanks sa lahat wanie!... nice, sixteen kna po ate wane... heehee...
msaya ung celebration ng birthday mu... alam naman ng lhat na nagenjoy ka e... hehe...

hainaku...
bakit ganun..?
kung sino pa ung inaasahan mong magtitiwala at maniniwala sayo.. yun pa ung unang nagdududa..
kung sino pa ung taong alam mong magttrust sayo...
un pa ung unang magddoubt sa kakayahan mo...

kailangan pa tlgang basahin ang diary co para lang mlaman nia ang mga ngyayari sa buhay ko?
bakit kaya ndi nlng nia itanong...
sabagay...
hindi kami close...
tsk..

ang diary, private thoughts...
personal...
for the owner's eyes only..
tama bang basahin tapos mgjudge agad just because of what was written there????
the hell...
thoughts co yun...
THOUGHTS.
at hindi yun dpat binabasa...
THOUGHTS KO NGA KASI YUN!
mailto:!$&*#$^#!@&amp;%.....
don't judge me with what you've read...
those are my thoughts...
and the only person who can judge me is MYSELF.
kasi nga, thoughts ko yun...
sana lang talaga diba, nagtitiwala ka sakin na hindi ako gagawa ng bagay na ikasisira co...
sana lang talaga naniniwala ka sa lahat ng sinasabi ko...
ibaba mo naman yung pride mo, kahit mnsan lang...
maniwala ka naman sa akin...
yun yung missing part eh,,,
trust.
sana lang ibigay mo naman yun sakin...
kung ibang tao, hindi mo magawang pagkatiwalaan...
sana naman ako pagkatiwalaan mo...
hindi kasi maganda sa pakiramdam yung sarili mong pamilya hindi nagtitiwala sayo...
cge fine, don't appreciate me...
kelan mo ba naman naappreciate lahat ng gnawa ko...??
kelan ka ba ngsabi ng congratulations sakin??
pag mataas ang nakuha kong grades, kelan mo ba yun naappreciate??
yung negative lang kasi pinapansin mo e..
hindi mo ba alam na masakit yun?
lahat kasi ng tao ngkcrave ng appreciation...
at xmpre una clang mageexpect ng gnun sa family... at friends...
eh buti pa nga ang friends co, naaappreciate ako...
eh ikaw?? KELAN??
lahat ng gawin ko may mali parin para sayo...
i don't want to shed tears anymore...
worthy ka ba?
ewan...
pero masakit lang talaga ung pagdudahan ka...
iba yun eh...
cge, fine...
hindi ka showy...
hindi ko nga alam kung mahal mo ba talaga ako e...
pero sana...
sana lang talaga...
sana...
trust me naman...
yan lang tlaga...


i seem to be shedding a lot of tears lately...
i don't even know where i can get the energy to cry,,
it is tiring...
it's as if i just want to lay down and stare into the blank space..
the tears can no longer flow...
my heart is already tired...
i can't blame it..
everyone has limitations...
no one can take a great deal of sadness constantly...
and not just break down..
when all of my secrets have been revealed...
there's no use trying to mask what i can really feel...
i want to scream...
but my throat hurts...
i can't speak..
i want to smile...
but my heart won't follow...
tired and weeping...
shattering all over again...
i just want to be loved...
i just want to be appreciated...
i guess, i'll always be harboring sadness...
behind the smiling mask that people can see..
i guess, i'll always be lonely..
deep within my laughter...
i don't know...

bye for now...

11:30 PM
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[+] full-time UP Diliman BS Chemical Engineering student
[+] 50% Filipina (by citizenship) 50% Chinese (by blood)
[+] true-blue argentine kiddo
[+] bookworm
[+] mangaddicted
[+] trilingual (filipino, english, spanish)
[+] aspiring writer
[+] appreciates learning and beauty
[+] dreamer
[+] traveller at heart
[+] linguist wanna-be (at least 5 languages!)
[+] looks at the world through multicolored glasses

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esteemed authors

in order as dictated by my memory

+ neil gaiman
+ michael crichton
+ sidney sheldon
+ stephen king
+ jeffery deaver
+ caleb carr
+ kathy reisch
+ christopher pike
+ chuck palahniuk
+ clive staples lewis
+ john katzenbach
+ john ronald reuel tolkien
+ anne rice
+ peter beere
+ heather graham
+ richie tankersley cusick
+ ian fleming
+ chris wooding
+ patricia cornwell
+ mary higgins clark
+ stephen coonts
+ vladimir nabokov
+ agatha christie
+ robert lawrence stine
+ dean koontz
+ john grisham
+ jonathan kellerman
+ paulo coehlo
+ roald dahl
+ lewis carroll
+ sir james matthew barrie
+ frank baum
+ mark twain
+ michael connelly
+ arthur conan doyle
+ edgar allan poe
+ piers anthony
+ clive barker
+ tamora pierce
+ mary wollstonecraft shelley
+ bram stoker
+ dan brown
+ edith wharton
+ sue grafton
+ william blatty


anime/manga

as far as i can recall, these are the animes/mangas that i've read and/or watched. currently still incomplete. blame my memory.

[] one piece
[] battle royale
[] get backers
[] death note
[] bleach
[] ouran highschool host club
[] gatekeepers
[] blood +
[] black cat
[] fushigi yuugi
[] ayashi no ceres
[] full metal panic
[] full metal alchemist
[] fruits basket
[] flame of recca
[] spiral
[] shuffle!
[] slamdunk
[] tactics
[] fate stay night
[] ultra maniac
[] tsubasa chronicle
[] evangelion
[] elfen lied
[] escaflowne
[] ghost hunt
[] elemental gelade
[] detective conan
[] darker than black
[] DNangel
[] gakuen alice
[] gakuen heaven
[] chobits
[] gundam seed/wing/destiny
[] gunslinger girl
[] dot hack SIGN
[] dot hack legend of the twilight
[] harukanaru toki no naka de
[] hayate no gotoku
[] hunter x hunter
[] inuyasha
[] kyou kara maou
[] hana yori dango
[] hanazakari no kimitachi e
[] zombie-loan
[] vampire knight
[] loveless
[] yuyu hakusho
[] you're under arrest
[] yami no matsuei
[] wolf's rain
[] xxxholic
[] weiss kreuz
[] naruto
[] prince of tennis
[] rosario + vampire
[] saiyuki
[] pretear
[] shaman king
[] special A
[] B.O.D.Y.
[] koukou debut
[] kimi wa petto
[] boku ni natta watashi
[] codebreaker
[] lost+brain
[] doubt
[] eternal sabbath
[] luck stealer
[] number
[] liar game
[] kyou koi wo hajimemasu
[] deadman wonderland
[] mirai nikki [future diary]
[] saboten no himitsu
[] koizora
[] majin tantei nougami neuro
[] 07ghost
[] camelot garden
[] blank slate
[] beast master
[] pandora hearts
[] [switch]
[] kuroshitsuji
[] d.gray-man
[] wild ones
[] trinity blood

nexus

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  • amiel melosantos
  • angelique piano
  • aura soriano
  • cheska magcaleng
  • chippy fernando
  • cmshs journalism0809
  • enzo bautista
  • fundacion leon
  • irish lozano
  • james silao
  • johndel gumapi
  • marc fajardo
  • mico subosa
  • mico subosa's lit site
  • paolo rodriguez
  • rosie ramirez

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