battle against the torment
Monday, November 3, 2008
oooookay...DEFINITE BRAIN-DRAINING DAY!!Chemistry was the first to assault, bombarding us with chemical formulas and concepts that left us stumped.We haven't gotten over it yet when Mapeh came into the scene, attacking us with its ludicrous montage of terminologies and dates and names and all that.Just a few minutes after the exhausting battle with Mapeh, here came Research to further damage our heads with its jargon.And, to afflict the nastiest, foulest, vilest laceration to our already mutilated cerebral tissues, may we welcome the dearest CALCULUS!!craaaaaap.it took us, like, 2 hours to answer that exam.and we're not even sure if we're going to get a good score.damn this brain. blacking out during the crucial moment.short-circuiting when i needed a good synaptic flow....and to add insult to injury, economics periodical exam results was given...down, down, down...that would be the "movement of my grades".definite craaaaaaaap.ooooh. and, just like what my mom told me, the supposed boycott was all in vain...so, well, i texted her to bring me tin cans. tsk tsk... boycott, huh?oh, and aura cried. i think. someone told me, i believe so. i dont know for sure but i reckon it was about the tin cans and all that. i dont know for sure since i wasnt in the class this entire day...(what's new with that??)and im not going to be in the class tomorrow.(...and, uh, what's NEW with that???)craaaap. i dont want to be excused anymore. it's really so hard to catch up with missed lessons and all that. one day my learning was smooth and i was able to comprehend the whatnots that they were talking about. then i was excused. and then i cant catch up anymore...and then the whole world comes crashing down, burying me deep in its vile heart...and then im suffocating...and i cant breathe anymore (and im not talking about the severe cold that i caught along the way)and everything seems so dark and foreboding...from the darkness of the four exams assaulting our fragile minds, Spelling came in to the rescue!!it was fun.we've learned new words! haha...mico and i got a total of 46. we're got the same score. haha. look at that rosie. we've got the same score. i wonder why... haha.aj rayo got 43. but since he was the spelling pro (from last year), we better give him the spotlight.after all, one can't stay beneath the spotlight for so long... or one could go blind.mind games... mind games...looking for mind games in the internet..i ought to be preparing for tomorrow's recitation in parliamentary procedure but im still lazy as ever..gotta study later.or rather, MIGHT study later. lol.what's happening to my life?it's getting more complicated... and annoying... and tricky... and disappointing... and fun... and bizarre... and downright indescribable.i better try to fix it before the tiny gash turns into an irreparable gaping chasm.problem is: when should i start? what should i do? how should i do what im supposed to do?and most importantly: do i have enough energy left to do it?
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