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sayonara...
Monday, May 28, 2007
sayonara, watashi no taisetsu na tomodachi...
shinpai nai... we'll meet again.

oh well...
i never knew that your departure would have so much effect on me.
hindi naman tayo laging nagkikita...
ang layo ng bahay mo sa bahay ko...
tapos separate schools pa...
kahit minsan one month bago kami nakakavisit sa inyo, it wasn't really a big deal, you know?
because, back then, i know that no matter what, you're still there...
one-hour ride lang makakavisit na ulit kami sa inyo..
however..
this is different.
you left and i wouldn't be able to see you in about what? an entire decade?
what the...
anyway, i know that you're going to read this soon...
just, i want you to know that i'm not sad.
i'm happy for you. study very hard ok?
it's just that... i'm going to miss your almighty lawyer attitude...
there's no one with a skull as hard as yours for me to hit with a hardbound book...
wala na akong kadebate sa mga simpleng bagay dian...
yun lang.
ok fine... i am sad. who wouldn't be??
pero, i can manage.
the sadness would go away in time... don't worry about that.
oh well...
by the way, always keep that grin of yours intact... =D
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propphi.. even though you're not here now.. i know that you know "this"...
oh shoot...
before june 4 ok? mwa...
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watching "jigoku shoujo futakomori"...
you're going to realize a few things in life...
first, never do anything so bad that someone will hate you so much that he/she would be willing to go to hell with you...
second, hatred is really bittersweet...
you can send your enemy to hell but you have to pay for it... once you die, you will also go to hell...
hatred is dangerous... it feeds on the soul... keeps on feeding on the soul... until nothing is left...
third, no matter how much hatred you have in your heart, murder is never NEVER EVER a good way to release it...
are you willing to kill just to catch a murderer? are you willing to taint your hands with blood just to exact revenge on your enemy?
let's look at it this way, if you hate someone for the reason that he/she hurt someone you love...
wouldn't you be stooping to his level?
if you're going to kill someone because he/she killed someone you care for...
you will also be a murdered, right?
what is the difference between you and the person that you killed then?

it is said that evil people's blood are tainted...
poisoned...
impure...
now, if you're going to stain your hands with the blood of an evil person...
wouldn't the poison transfer to you?
wouldn't your blood be tainted too?
you're going to be impure, too...
you're going to change right into the kind of person that you hated so much...
that is the worst
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watashi wa anata ga totemo suki desu...
kore kara zutto...
dewa mata ne...

7:21 PM
Y Y Y

dot, dot, dot...
Thursday, May 24, 2007
hmm...
four days to go before my irritatingly sweet, annoyingly cute, and maddeningly intelligent dear friend would have to leave...
(and don't you dare use the word "dear" against me... heh! =P)
well.. life is like that...
nothing lasts forever...
still, i would miss that stupid stupid idiotic grin that you always give...
that stupid stupid grin that makes me think that you know some sort of secret and you don't want to share it with the world...
that stupid stupid grin that is utterly yours..
(and don't think anything about this entry! i still think that your grin is stupid... =D)
anyway...
concentrate on your studies okay? hehe...
be the greatest lawyer that this world has ever known: this is your dream...
fulfill it then...
and if you'll have any girlfriend... make sure that she's not just a gorgeous airhead, ok?
(don't argue. you might come upon some very gorgeous and stunning girl out there and you might ignore what's inside her head because of her face...=D)
and hey, don't fail your family's business. (as if you will fail... hah..)
don't wipe that grin off your face, ok?
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distance would not hinder friendship...
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JA MATA NE!

12:54 PM
Y Y Y

cute boy
Sunday, May 20, 2007
hmm...
eto kakauwi lang namin...
nagswimming...
at natuto ng bagong card game!
may card game na tinuro sakin...
known as "BULLSHIT".
yep yep... yan ang title nung game! heehee...
the only requirement is that you have to be good in lying... =D
cool. =P
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yay! may nakilala akong ang cute-cute talaga na tao....
actually kilala ko na siya dati pero hindi ko naman kasi siya laging nakikita...
description? he defines the word "cute".
ayan. haha...
seriously... ang cute talaga... unang tingin pa lang...! =D
ang problema nga lang talaga.........
thirteen years old pa lang siya..
TSK!!
hehehe...
but if he's this cute at his current age, what more after some years??
hehe...
imagine what he would look like after about three or two years....
hmm....
kung ngayon pa lang heartthrob na... panu pa kaya paglaki nun?
todo ah...
well, his name would remain secret...
right propphi??? hehehe....
but the thing that amazed me is that the cute young boy resembles someone i know...
hmm...
i can say that they're both cute since they resemble each other...
and the age gap between them is just four years...
hence, i could sort of imagine what that young boy would look like after four years...
but for the restraint in the arrogance of "someone i know" who resembles that young boy, i would just say that the boy is cuter than him....
hah!
heehee...
todo... 3 in the morning na ako natulog kanina... hehe... ayos lang.. tapos nkauwi kami ng bahay mga 12pm na...
grabe na iyan... =D
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"Nothing happens without a reason..."

JA NE!!

5:11 PM
Y Y Y

tagged by anne... AGAIN.=D
Thursday, May 17, 2007
sus mio...
bakit kya nauso itong "tagging" na ganto..?
hmmm...
dhil ba nauubusan din ng ideas na pdeng ilagay sa entries ang mga tao?
hehe...
nevermind the reason, then...
not that important.
sabi nga nila "the greatest enemy of mankind is boredom"
hmm...
no comment.

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according to propphi's entry, i have to post my addictions and the level/percentage of addiction that i have for those things... okay...
this is hard...
i get tired of stuffs easily...

BOOKS (( 25% ))
since kindergarten, i'm already addicted with books....
this is one stuff that i don't get tired of... and i know that i wouldn't get tired of it, ever.=D
i really don't know why i'm into books this much...
maybe it has something to do with my next addiction...?

IMAGINATION (( 40% ))
i have a vast imagination...
maybe even wild..
i always daydream, even though i don't look like doing it at all... rarely anybody notices...
40% addiction to imagination is quite high... but i know that it's the truth.
there is an entire world... or should i say, there is an entire universe inside my head...
and there is only a solitary person who can enter it...
of course, that's me.
ironic and obvious but true.
actually, if i would be given the power to make my imagination into reality, i would decline it.
well, i would think about it but in my current state (after finishing 67 episodes of two animes in 4 days, i'm still giddy with my anime addiction...) i know that it would be better if i would refuse that power...
or else, the world would be no more.
and i'm not exactly kidding here...
at this current moment, if a genie or whatever appears to grant me the power to make imagination into reality, i will tell the genie or whatever to be back next week... or next month... or anytime... just make sure that i'm not giddy with anime and stuffs... =D

ANIME (( 25% ))
quite self-explanatory....

FOOD (( 5% ))
well... just like propphi, i love to eat a lot. =D
why bother with diet and stuffs? you have to make the most of it while you're still breathing!
you won't get to eat again when you're already dead... so eat a lot!

OTHERS (( 5% ))
just like what i mentioned before.... i get tired of things very easily...
for example...
last week, i like the silver earrings... this week, i hate them.
yesterday, i learned the basics of how to change the wheels of a car... today, i don't want to learn anymore.
yesterday, i was addicted to grimmjaw (anime)... today, it shifted to killua (anime)...
all of those examples are quite shallow, right?
but, the principle that governs those examples works for me... all the time.
i get tired of things very easily...
but when i get fond of something very much... and my attention lingers on it longer than expected...
i cherish it very much...
and the attention wouldn't fade for a long long time...


people who know me, specifically my mother and that specific nosy uncle, are always telling me that i shouldn't be like that... that i shouldn't get tired of things that easily...
i really don't have any idea why i'm like that...
but when something catches my attention, oh well, my attention would be focused on it.
but when that attention wanes and i get tired of that something, i would abandon it.
maybe, it's a bad thing?
i don't know...
maybe that is the reason why i can't finish writing a single novel...
when i get tired of a certain character, i would start all over again.
when i get tired of the plot, i will drop the story.
oh well....
maybe... just maybe... it's a bad thing after all...
and maybe not just because i can't finish my novel...
maybe, there are other reasons for it to be a bad thing...
right?
well...
JA NE!


7:52 PM
Y Y Y

reality bites
Monday, May 14, 2007
hainaku...
anyway, i shouldn't have assumed that people would understand the meaning of my words...
i guess that was a big mistake. really.
paano naman nila maiintindihan ung meaning ng words ko eh hindi naman sila ako, diba?
hai...
i assumed a wrong idea, again...
it's just that people should never take anything literally..
especially words.
words should NEVER be taken literally.
when someone says "i hate you"... it doesn't always mean anger... or even irritation...
maybe it's the reverse. the opposite.
not that i'm saying that if someone says "i love you" it means that he/she hates you...
it's not like that.
what i'm saying is that words should never be taken as it is.
humans are not good with expressing everything through words...
therefore, they mess up.
(i mean, we mess up.. i'm a human after all...)
kaya hindi dahil sa sinabi ng isang tao na mahal nia ang isa pang tao, ibig sabihin nun romantically agad...
hindi dahil sa sinabi ng isang tao na galit siya sa isa pang tao, ibg sabihin nun kinamumuhian na nia agad...
yes, merong mga tao na ganun... na pag sinabi nila, literal na talaga...
pero, hindi lahat ng tao ganun.
hainaku...
another weakness of the human race...
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ang galing... 43 episodes in two days! bwahaha...
hahabulin ko ang current episode!!
alright!
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june 4 daw ang pasukan namin...
ayoko pang pumasok...
ayokong dumaan ang may28...
ainaco...
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reality bites...
sabi nila, minsan daw kahit anong gawin mo, wala ka pa ring magagawa para pigilan ang isang bagay para mangyari...
hindi ako naniniwala dun.
kasi sa tingin ko, kung gugustuhin talaga, magagawa mong pigilan ang kahit ano...
pero...
minsan, kahit alam mo na kaya mong gawin yun, hindi mo pa rin magawa...
hindi dahil sa takot ka sa kahahantungan...
hindi dahil sa ayaw mong gawin...
bsta alam mo lang na wala kang dapat gawin.
bsta alam mo lang na hindi mo dapat pairalin ung selfishness mo...
reality bites...
kahit gusto mong kumilos, hindi mo magawa...
kahit gusto mong may gawin ka, alam mong pag gumawa ka pa ng kahit ano...
reality bites...
no, REALITY SUCKS... bigtime.
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someday... somehow... somewhere... i would meet you once again...

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for someone i know,
don't do anything that would make me hit you with a hardbound book okay?
don't do anything rash just because i would be sad...
anyway, don't worry, i won't be sad!
i won't promise but i would try my best not to be sad...
just don't do anything rash or else that hardbound book's gonna smash on your head full-force...
and, you won't be sad, right?
you wouldn't.
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JA NE!

8:51 PM
Y Y Y

survey from propphi... =D
Thursday, May 10, 2007
(( a survey that was passed on to me by propphi anne))

++ anong sasabihin mo pag sinabi sayo ito ng taong inis sayo?

1. ang arte mo!
[[ am i supposed to care? ]]

2. mas matalino naman ako sayo!
[[ ows? show me the proof then... ]]

3. crush ako ng crush mo!
[[ sino dun? **thinking mode**]]

4. ang bobo mo pala sa math!
[[ look who's talking... ]]

5. bilisan mo naman!
[[ bakit? inaantay mo ba ako? **smile** ]]

6. ang taray mo!
[[ ngaun mo lang nalaman? tsk... ]]

7. gusto mo ng away?
[[ actually, ayoko... pero, if you want, then i'm gonna give it to you.. **smirk** ]]

8. takot ka ata sakin eh?
[[ sabi na nga ba multo ka eh! i knew it! ]]

9. mas mahal niya ako!
[[ sinong siraulo yang tinutukoy mo? ]]

10. ang bababa nanaman ng mga grades mo!
[[ **blink** oh.... really? **blink** ]]

++ anong sasabihin mo pag sinabi sayo ito ng crush mo?

1. crush kita.
[[ ah.. okay... ]]

2. hindi kita mahal.
[[ same here. **wide grin** ]]

3. mahal na kita.
[[ lasing ka ba? ]]

4. pakopya naman ng assignment.
[[ kokopya pa lang din ako eh... ]]

5. crush ko yung friend mo.
[[ eh bakit sakin mo sinasabi yan? diba dapat sakanya...? **smile** ]]

6. pwedeng patabi sa upuan?
[[ yeah... we live in a democratic country right? ]]

7. pwede ba kitang isayaw?
[[ bakit? lasing ka nanaman? ]]

8. feeling ko may crush ka sakin.
[[ yun naman pala eh... feeling mo lang. **rolls eyes** ]]

9. ang cute mong magsmile.
[[ gasgas na yan... ung unique naman! sus! joke lang! **smile** ]]

10. bakit ang bait mo sakin?
[[ bakit, ayaw mo? ]]

++ anong sasabihin mo pag sinabi sayo ito ng mga magulang mo?

1. umuwi ka ng maaga.
[[ opo!! **cheerfully** ]]

2. buti pa yang kapatid mo ang sipag mag-aral.
[[ .... **blink** nasaan ang mga magulang ko?! sino kayo?! CLONES!! ]]

3. matulog ka ng maaga.
[[ pagschooldays: opo... pagweekends: ayaw... ]]

4. --- wala sa entry ni propphi anne eh... ---

5. ok na ba sau ang P30.00 na baon?
[[ baon? saan? sa pagpunta ko sa kapitbahay..? ]]

6. maglinis ka ng bahay, maghugas ka ng pinggan at magdilig ng halaman.
[[ LAHAT YUN???? awwww.... daya!!! ]]

7. mag-aral ka ng mabuti ha?
[[ **tilt head to side** uh.... **blink** ]]

8. nung kasingtanda mo ako ang baon ko piso lang.
[[ sige nga, may mabibili ba ngayon sa halagang piso?? ]]

9. dapat ganto ka, katulad niya...
[[ **frown** wag nio ako ikumpara sa iba... ]]

10. pag sinabi kong hindi pwede, hindi pwede.
[[ **silence with sulking look** ]]

++ anong sasabihin mo pag sinabi sayo ito ng teacher mo?

1. bagsak ka nanaman!
[[ saan po?!! SAAN?!! ]]

2. ibabagsak kita sa major subject mo!
[[ po?? BAKIT PO??!!! ]]

3. sasampalin kita eh!
[[ **whisper** try it then... we'll see... **evilgrin** ]]

4. late ka nanaman!
[[ sorry po... ]]

5. magaling ka palang sumayaw.
[[ eh? hehehe... ]]

6. hindi ka na pwedeng pumasok sa klase ko.
[[ **blink** exempted na po ako? yay!! ]]

7. kakausapin ko ang mga magulang mo.
[[ para saan po? ]]

8. ang makita kong mangopya 60 na ha.
[[ sure.. ]]

9. buti pa ang kabilang section nanalo.
[[ **smile** hehe... well.. ]]

10. hindi ka nakikinig kaya wala kang alam.
[[ **raise brows** uh.. **blink** ako po? **blink** teacher, nakainom po ba kayo? ]]

10:43 PM
Y Y Y

hypothetical questions...
tagal ko ding naghibernate sa blogging world....
wala kasing pumapasok sa utak ko na kahit anong pdeng ipublish sa blog this past few days eh...
i'm wondering about something...
and i can't seem to find any answer to this one...
what if you found out that a person that you care for can no longer be with you because of certain reasons...?
well, that's easy, right?
you just have to make sure that the said person stays with you, right?
but, what if you can't do anything about it?
what if you can't just go and stop that person from leaving not because he doesn't want to stay with you but because you know that it would be for that person's own good?
but here's the catch: what if even though you know all of those things, you still don't want to let go?
total dilemma, right?
you know that it would be better if that person would go ahead and leave but you just don't want it to be that way....
which would prevail? your concern for that person's future or your own desire to be with that person?
simply said, the second choice seems to be "selfishness", right?
here's another catch: what if you're afraid to ask that person to stay because you know that if you do, then that person's gonna do what you said...?
here's another: what if you're also afraid of not saying anything because you know that it would hurt that person since it would seem that you don't care about the departure...?
what are you going to do, then?

oh by the way, those questions are hypothetical, okay?


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this is my favorite quote...
i found this picture while browsing the net... actually, i had read the quote itself two years ago while reading a certain article...
i liked it so i memorized it...
from then on, it has always been my favorite...
hmm... i didn't think that there's an image like this so when i found it on the net, of course, well...

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well, this quote's also great...
suits me perfectly... =D
yeah, never regret. because if you do, you will live your life futilely...
or i might say, you didn't exactly lived your life...
life is filled with choices... chances... risks....
you have to move forward... never look back... never hesitate...
just move forward...
when you encounter something bad, clear it up then move on...
never linger on memories... it would just make you feel bad...
when you encounter something good, enjoy it then move on...
never linger on the past...
however, never assume anything about the future either...
if you haven't crossed the road yet, then don't act as if you know everything about that road.
got it?
the present is what is important.
it would lead to the future, right?
and never have regrets.
whatever you do, do it so that no matter what, you wouldn't regret it.
and, always smile.
a smile might not help you solve your problems... but surely, it would keep you from insanity... surely, it would give you strength...
so, smile.

there is this line from an anime that i've watched that caught my attention...
"... your most desired wish and your most abominable nightmare, springing from the same league, how's that for you, young hero...?"
to obtain your wish, you must also experience your most detested nightmare?
good grief...
but, logically, that is true.
for everything that you take, you also have to give...
reaction law...
newton's third law...
rings a bell?
life may be really unfair...
oh yeah, life surely is unfair.
but, we can't afford to complain... well, actually, we can complain but that won;t do anything good to us, right?
an unfair game with life?
how's that for us...?
but, we can only one thing about it: play the game.
even if it's unfair...
sometimes, the winner doesn't really wins and the loser doesn't really loses...
sometimes, it's the other way around...

2:55 PM
Y Y Y

tagged by irish...
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
apparently... i've been tagged by irish... hehe...

Rules: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.

1. i love to daydream...
[[[ mdalas ko yang ginagawa... mnsan halata... mnsan hindi... minsan kasi sobrang pagkatulala na na as in hindi ko naririnig yung mga taong tumatawag ng pangalan ko... mnsan nman slight lan... hehe... i found that daydreaming's really really interesting... pag bored ako, ayun daydream nnman... kahit nga hindi ako bored, ngddaydream ako.... bsta lagi tlga... hndi lang mnsan halata... kpag nman kasi msaya yung iniisip ko, hindi nman nhahalatang ngddaydream na... npapangiti lng every once in a while pero aware pa din ako sa mundo ko....
pag ako hindi na aware sa mundo, well.... negative na ung iniisip ko nun... hindi na yun actually daydream... hehe...]]]

2. i am not afraid of blood...
[[[ since birth, i've never been afraid of blood... ayoko lang pag sakin galing yung blood na nakikita ko kasi ibig sabihin nun msasaktan ako... it's not the blood that i fear, it's the pain that would come after i see my blood... ]]]

3. i dislike (hate?) commitment...
[[[ i don't want to be committed because i know that it would only hurt them... nothing is constant, right? commitment would only cause pain... ]]]

4. i don't believe in promises...
[[[ hmm... yeah.. i don't really take promises seriously... heck, i don't believe in promises... that's why when someone told me something entirely different from those repetitive "promises", i was definitely and absolutely happy... isang tao pa lang yun, sa buong buhay ko... ]]]

5. i love the rain...
[[[ cguro hindi ko feel ang ulan pag pauwi ako galing sa school kasi maputik at baha ang daanan... pero, talagang mahal ko ang ulan... nkasulat nga ung reason ko dun sa isa sa mga past entries ko eh... sabi ng iba, nakakalungkot daw pag umuulan... bakit, dahil ba mukhang nakikiiyak ang ulan? pero diba maganda nga un...?? at least, hindi ka mag-isa sa pagiyak... besides, it would feel as if the rain is there to comfort you... to wash away your problems... ]]]

6. i am allergic to metals...
[[[ ayan ang reason kung bakit hindi ako pdeng magsuot ng fake na earrings, rings, bracelets, necklaces, anklets and those stuffs... pag ako npawisan, nagrereact ung skin ko sa metal... allergic nga ako... hehe... ]]]

7. i always forget important events and dates...
[[[ sabi nila pag babae daw laging natatandaan ung mga dates gaya ng wedding, anniversary, birthdays... mga ganun... ewan ko ba kung bakit pero kahit anong gawin ko, lagi kong nakakalimutan yang mga bagay na yan... ay ewan ko ba... kaya sa bahay hindi nila ako inaasahan pag date na ang topic eh... =D ]]]

8. when i was born, they thought that i was a boy...
[[[ yep! haha... lahat ng relatives ko akala boy ako kaya yung mga gifts nila sakin nung pinanganak ako puro panglalaki... si papa kasi, akala daw nia lalaki ako... tsk... ayaw kc nilang alamin kung ano gender ko... hay... hehe... tumagal yang pagiging "boy" hanggang two years old ako kaya nung first birthday ko, mukha akong crossdresser... ]]]

9. midnight is my favorite time of the day...
[[[ relaxing kasi... tulog na ang lahat tapos tahimik ang paligid... symbolizes the end of a day and the start of another day... la lan... pag midnight, todo ang pagiging daydreamer ko... so maybe i should call myself as a "midnight-dreamer"??? =D ]]]

10. i love food...
[[[ cno ba nmang ayaw sa food diba??? naman.... since birth matakaw na ako, hanggang ngayon tuloy matakaw pa din ako... pero diba bakit mo naman gugutumin yung sarili mo? ]]]

11. i get fed up with things easily...
[[[ sabi dati ng tita ko, nakakatakot daw ako pag nagkaroon ng business... baka daw every month bagong business ang ipapatayo ko... mabilis akong magsawa... un lang talaga yun... pag ako naging interesado sa isang bagay, i focus everything on that particular thing... pero, mabilis lang talaga akong magsawa... hindi ko alam kung bakit... sabi ng mama ko dapat daw wag akong ganun... eh diba mas maganda pag laging may bago? boring nga pag isa lang eh...]]]

12. i am trusting...
[[[ cguro nga may mga bagay na talagang totak opposite kami ng papa ko... gaya nian. ako, i trust easily... ang mga secrets ko, madali kong maishare sa mga kaibigan ko... sabi ni papa wag daw akong mabilis magtiwala... sabi ko naman hindi ako sasama sa mga strangers eh... pero, sabi nga talaga nia, hndi din mgnda pag mbilis mgtiwala... i don't know... but still, naniniwala ako na dapat ding magtiwala... paano mo mapapatunayan kung deserving ang isang tao sa tiwala mo kung hindi mo susubukang pagkatiwalaan sila? diba? ]]]

13. my curiosity is insatiable...
[[[ 'Curiosity kills the cat’, people say, but not before it tortures you in the worst of ways. if you would really really try your very best to hinder curiosity from getting in the way, you would be able to do it... but, after that, you will think about the "what if's"... then, regret will follow.
yan yung hatest ko, yang regrets...
kaya pag ako nakucurious, i don't really try my best to stop that curiosity...
i would be curious about a closed door... therefore, i will open it and take a peek...
yep, cguro masama... baka may monster behind that door and i might say to myself "maybe i should not have opened that door..."
pde rin nmang mabuti... baka portal yun to other dimensions...
kahit ano pa yung nsa likod nung pintuang yun, isa lang yung alam ko...
never hesitate. follow your instincts. never let fear overcome you. never regret.
so, kahit na alam kong may monster behind that door, i would still open it...
who knows... maybe that monster is a prince in disguise.... ]]]

14. when i care, it is with my utmost...
[[[ yep yep... i care for lots of people... but the word "care" is subdivided for me... i won't mention the subdivisions for now... mahirap at matagal magexplain at inaantok na ako... five subdivisions yun...
bsta, self-explanatory nman ito eh.. ]]]

15. for me, lots of words have subdivisions...
[[[ gaya ng word na "love"... four subdivisions yan for me... so when i say that i love a guy, hindi ibg sbhin nun romantically agad ung meaning...
i always believed that i must always say what i mean and mean what i say...
and yeah, i always mean what i say...
pero, malay natin kung magkaiba ang definition natin sa isang word, diba?
the word "care" for me has five subdivisions... i won't mention those.. mtgal magexplain...
the word "special" has two subdivisions...
the word "friend" has seven subdivisions...
yep, i always say what i mean... pero whoever listens to me won't always understand what i really mean... mdalas ngkakamali ng intindi...
pero as long as i know that what i said is true, it won't matter.
pero sana lang naiintindhan ng mga tao na hindi lahat ng bagay at salita iisa lang ang ibg sbihin...
gaya ng word na "rival"... at ng word na "happy"...
rival for me has two meanings... happy, for me, has seventeen definitions...
complicated... kasi pde kong sbhng love ko ang isng tao... tapos mgkaiba pla ung definition nmin...
pero dba gnyan ang mundo, complicated...??
isa lang nman ngaun ung phrase na para sakin iisa lang ang ibg sbhin eh...
"stay with me"...
sraight to the point na yan.
pdeng "don't leave me alone..."
pwde rin "i want you to be here"...
pero kht anu pa man, iisa pa din yung meaning diba?
stay.
with.
me.
as simple as that.
if only making someone do it is as simple as saying it... hai... ]]]

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[+] full-time UP Diliman BS Chemical Engineering student
[+] 50% Filipina (by citizenship) 50% Chinese (by blood)
[+] true-blue argentine kiddo
[+] bookworm
[+] mangaddicted
[+] trilingual (filipino, english, spanish)
[+] aspiring writer
[+] appreciates learning and beauty
[+] dreamer
[+] traveller at heart
[+] linguist wanna-be (at least 5 languages!)
[+] looks at the world through multicolored glasses

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esteemed authors

in order as dictated by my memory

+ neil gaiman
+ michael crichton
+ sidney sheldon
+ stephen king
+ jeffery deaver
+ caleb carr
+ kathy reisch
+ christopher pike
+ chuck palahniuk
+ clive staples lewis
+ john katzenbach
+ john ronald reuel tolkien
+ anne rice
+ peter beere
+ heather graham
+ richie tankersley cusick
+ ian fleming
+ chris wooding
+ patricia cornwell
+ mary higgins clark
+ stephen coonts
+ vladimir nabokov
+ agatha christie
+ robert lawrence stine
+ dean koontz
+ john grisham
+ jonathan kellerman
+ paulo coehlo
+ roald dahl
+ lewis carroll
+ sir james matthew barrie
+ frank baum
+ mark twain
+ michael connelly
+ arthur conan doyle
+ edgar allan poe
+ piers anthony
+ clive barker
+ tamora pierce
+ mary wollstonecraft shelley
+ bram stoker
+ dan brown
+ edith wharton
+ sue grafton
+ william blatty


anime/manga

as far as i can recall, these are the animes/mangas that i've read and/or watched. currently still incomplete. blame my memory.

[] one piece
[] battle royale
[] get backers
[] death note
[] bleach
[] ouran highschool host club
[] gatekeepers
[] blood +
[] black cat
[] fushigi yuugi
[] ayashi no ceres
[] full metal panic
[] full metal alchemist
[] fruits basket
[] flame of recca
[] spiral
[] shuffle!
[] slamdunk
[] tactics
[] fate stay night
[] ultra maniac
[] tsubasa chronicle
[] evangelion
[] elfen lied
[] escaflowne
[] ghost hunt
[] elemental gelade
[] detective conan
[] darker than black
[] DNangel
[] gakuen alice
[] gakuen heaven
[] chobits
[] gundam seed/wing/destiny
[] gunslinger girl
[] dot hack SIGN
[] dot hack legend of the twilight
[] harukanaru toki no naka de
[] hayate no gotoku
[] hunter x hunter
[] inuyasha
[] kyou kara maou
[] hana yori dango
[] hanazakari no kimitachi e
[] zombie-loan
[] vampire knight
[] loveless
[] yuyu hakusho
[] you're under arrest
[] yami no matsuei
[] wolf's rain
[] xxxholic
[] weiss kreuz
[] naruto
[] prince of tennis
[] rosario + vampire
[] saiyuki
[] pretear
[] shaman king
[] special A
[] B.O.D.Y.
[] koukou debut
[] kimi wa petto
[] boku ni natta watashi
[] codebreaker
[] lost+brain
[] doubt
[] eternal sabbath
[] luck stealer
[] number
[] liar game
[] kyou koi wo hajimemasu
[] deadman wonderland
[] mirai nikki [future diary]
[] saboten no himitsu
[] koizora
[] majin tantei nougami neuro
[] 07ghost
[] camelot garden
[] blank slate
[] beast master
[] pandora hearts
[] [switch]
[] kuroshitsuji
[] d.gray-man
[] wild ones
[] trinity blood

nexus

  • propphi anne fernando
  • amiel melosantos
  • angelique piano
  • aura soriano
  • cheska magcaleng
  • chippy fernando
  • cmshs journalism0809
  • enzo bautista
  • fundacion leon
  • irish lozano
  • james silao
  • johndel gumapi
  • marc fajardo
  • mico subosa
  • mico subosa's lit site
  • paolo rodriguez
  • rosie ramirez

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